Some Mail I Can’t Keep to Myself

Some Mail I Can’t Keep to Myself

Dear Single Woman,

Years ago, when I was still single, a married woman emailed me this letter. I want to share it with you, in the hopes that it encourages you to “carpe diem” sieze this day and the gift of singleness God has given you today.

Read on to hear what one young mom has to say as she looks back on her own singleness from the other side of marriage and motherhood. Then, would you post a comment below thanking God for one tangible gift of singleness today?

Can’t wait to read what you share,

paula

PS: As a little extra credit, is there a young, sleep-deprived mom you could offer to help today?

 

I write this to you while it is still dark out because it is my only time of the day when the house is quiet and I have time to myself. I see so clearly now how sweet and precious those years of singleness were. I found myself thinking of my own life as well and wondering what I would classify as my “golden years,” my years of “rest and preparation.” I think I can honestly say they would be my single years.

Please don’t misunderstand. I absolutely love being married to my husband and raising my precious children. I would not trade this time in my life for anything. And yet, I see so clearly now how sweet and precious those years of singleness were.

Today I don’t know that I will use my Keurig to brew a single cup of coffee. Today I will probably pull out the old coffee pot and brew a full pot. I have been up most of the night with a toddler who has a croupy cough and was struggling to breathe in the middle of the night.

By the time I finally got him to sleep my baby woke up and refused to go back down. Ten minutes before my alarm was to go off at five in the morning, I rolled into bed beside my husband and asked him to do whatever it took to get our baby to sleep so I could just sleep for ten more minutes before I had to get up for the day.

These are days that are hard, and I find myself looking back on those single years realizing I did not savor those moments as much as I should have: uninterrupted sleep, awakening truly refreshed and eager to serve the Lord, enjoying an uninterrupted cup of hot coffee while reading God’s Word without distraction. There was nothing wrong with longing for a husband and family of my own, and my God so generously blessed me with them. However, I was foolish not to fully embrace my singleness at that time and treasure it for the sweet gift from God that it was.

Savor this. You will not always be alone in a quiet house. One day you will miss this.

Sometimes in the middle of the night when the moon is out and I am rocking my baby while everyone else sleeps, I can see a shadow of myself on the nursery wall holding and rocking my sweet Ellie. In those moments I am reminded, “Savor this. You will not always be rocking babies in the middle of the night, and one day you will miss this.” Oh, how I wish I would have remembered similar words as a single person. “Savor this. You will not always be alone in a quiet house. One day you will miss this.”

Like I said, please do not misunderstand how much I love my husband and children and our little life together. It is so sweet and precious. But like singleness, it has its moments where it can be rough. However, that does not mean it should not be cherished as God’s perfect gift for me in this moment, just as I should have cherished more God’s gift of singleness to me as His perfect will for my life at that time.

This was heavy on my heart to share with you this morning, and I pray it encourages/reminds you of how perfect and precious God’s will is for our lives.

We don’t want to miss out on enjoying His perfect gift for each of us today, because today will not last. Tomorrow is coming, filled with new gifts of its own for us to enjoy. But we can never get back today.

Some Mail I Can’t Keep to Myself” was originally posted on LiesYoungWomenBelieve.com.